What Parents Don't Know and Thinks Everything is Ok (In the begging)

I had a parent who was so serious about me and my ADHD meds. But honestly what parent doesn't bugg the situation. I can remember the first day I went to school on medication.  More than at least 10 people said "Hey Joshua whats wrong with you, is everything alright?". I would give them a fake happy smile so that they could go on about there business. I barely even had the tolerance to respond. I felt like such a zombie, or at least thats how I could describe it. I constantly thought about going home. JUST AWAY FROM PEOPLE! The simplest things in school would Piss me off, but on a regular day I could care less. I barely could be around my regular crowd of  friends with-out being so annoyed. I literally wanted to snap on anybody. When I ate lunch , nothing had a great taste, it was as if the food was plastic. I didn't even have a appetite anyways. My whole life felt blank and useless. I couldn't help but to think about the day I was lied to about going to see the doctor, and thinking I was going in for a regular check up, but instead for a testing to see if I was AdHd. I got home I cried, but honestly it seemed like  had no reason for crying, I just Felt upset for no reason. When the medicine began to ware off, I thought on how could I get around this everyday without causing such a problem in my household.........All I kept saying is " WHY ME". Why cant I just have a normal life. It seemed this was another problem to a growing teenagers life on top of living in peer pressured world. TO BE CONTINUED

Who I am

Whats Up people. I am 18 year old college student , attending Howard university. I have to decided to speak out on my troubles and hardships that I've experienced since the day I was told I was diagnosed with ADHD. I want to influence others with positive feedback about there ADHD experiences , because people seemed to think they know what we go threw and how we feel and that we should just deal with it. I want to show other people that there is other ppl out here like you to.I will posting different things about growing up in a ADHD world, also follow the twitter page Im starting @havingADHDisOK